She aint gunna tie down. I love this song by New Boys. Im crazy hyper. I go to NHTI in Concord. NH. Its November 1st and i cant sleep. I had an okay day , I only got to talk to Nick Alexander Kling once today for about an hour when we're used to about three hours of talk time of 100 calls per day but its okay. He had to work and My friend needed me which ended the phone call. She bought me Wendy's so I guess it made up for it. So I dont know what everyone else thinks [air force ones by Nelly oldieee!] but i wanna move to Allen, TX where Nick is currently living and attending college. Now your thinking whats your age? 18 Why can't I move? Family? Friends? I havent met this man in my life but we've been talking since October of 05' so it's been a while so my family mostly just my brother at this point is not keene on the idea. I'm deff doing it this summer if not sooner. i dont have parents, my mom and dad both passed away in the two years. Along with my ex/best friend killing herself. All very hard and I guess that's why I got a blog so maybe i can get some of the feelings I feel out and I could sleep like a normal person. I'm actually tired now its almost 4 am but I'll keep up on thiss. I need to. Fer my sake.
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